Sins of Weakness

The road to Hell is paved with good intentions, and I am in Hell. Yesterday, with the best of intentions, I fucked up, and in doing so, hurt my Mistress. I can't write about it here. I feel nauseous with remorse and anxiety.

And I have no idea what to do next. Should I IM Her? Watch to see when She logs in? Leave Her alone? I am sick with fear and the not very helpful knowledge that I totally brought this one on myself, because I was too weak to think straight and do the right thing.