Collared!
This week marked a major event--perhaps THE MOST major event--in this sub's life: Miss (now Mistress) L, with whom I had been engaging in a courtship ritual for some time, offered me my first collar. Of course, it was my great honor to accept!
My collaring represents a major transition. I first became interested in the D/s lifestyle last fall, and I have been learning about D/s since then, mostly through reading and by attending D/s-themed events. I have also had instructive discussions with several lifestylers, including SC and Miss. M; sincere thanks to both of you for your patience and honesty! It is not easy to find a good Dom(me), and it took me some time before Miss M. introduced me to Mistress L.
Mistress L. and I have spent a lot of time together over the past weeks, mostly hanging out together on Her property (of which I guess I am now a part--yayy!). She also took me to some beautiful locations, such as L'Utopie and to various pirate ships. During this time I developed both a friendship with Her and quite a bit of respect for Her--which seems like a very good combination for a D/s relationship! A couple of times I screwed up or got myself into a bit of trouble, and She stepped up and took care of me. She has earned my trust, and I am happy and honored to put myself in Her hands.
The collar She gave me is the most beautiful one I have ever seen, and I don't think I am being biased when I say so. She really knows my taste! The collar was also fun to learn how to use. It has dozens of animations in it (the usual submissive poses), some of which are a tad racy. Not only can I initiate these anims, but Mistress L can as well.
It is hard to describe the shock and thrill the first time She forced my body into a tower pose without warning or my consent. Probably it sounds crazy to someone outside the lifestyle, but knowing that I was putting that kind of control in Her hands, and trusting that She would use that power wisely and for my own good, is a head trip all on its own. Of course, we were just learning together how the collar worked, so I haven't yet gotten myself in a position where I need to be forced into a pose or (loved this one) put into a cage. Maybe I'll have to misbehave a little and give Her just cause for such treatment. *grin*
The collar also features a particle chain, so that She can take me around with her on a leash. The first time we tried, the leash connected to Her in a strange place (Her thigh), so we might need to do some tweaking. Sometimes I fantasize that She will leash me to Her and then take me places and introduce me to Her friends.
My collaring represents a major transition. I first became interested in the D/s lifestyle last fall, and I have been learning about D/s since then, mostly through reading and by attending D/s-themed events. I have also had instructive discussions with several lifestylers, including SC and Miss. M; sincere thanks to both of you for your patience and honesty! It is not easy to find a good Dom(me), and it took me some time before Miss M. introduced me to Mistress L.
Mistress L. and I have spent a lot of time together over the past weeks, mostly hanging out together on Her property (of which I guess I am now a part--yayy!). She also took me to some beautiful locations, such as L'Utopie and to various pirate ships. During this time I developed both a friendship with Her and quite a bit of respect for Her--which seems like a very good combination for a D/s relationship! A couple of times I screwed up or got myself into a bit of trouble, and She stepped up and took care of me. She has earned my trust, and I am happy and honored to put myself in Her hands.
The collar She gave me is the most beautiful one I have ever seen, and I don't think I am being biased when I say so. She really knows my taste! The collar was also fun to learn how to use. It has dozens of animations in it (the usual submissive poses), some of which are a tad racy. Not only can I initiate these anims, but Mistress L can as well.
It is hard to describe the shock and thrill the first time She forced my body into a tower pose without warning or my consent. Probably it sounds crazy to someone outside the lifestyle, but knowing that I was putting that kind of control in Her hands, and trusting that She would use that power wisely and for my own good, is a head trip all on its own. Of course, we were just learning together how the collar worked, so I haven't yet gotten myself in a position where I need to be forced into a pose or (loved this one) put into a cage. Maybe I'll have to misbehave a little and give Her just cause for such treatment. *grin*
The collar also features a particle chain, so that She can take me around with her on a leash. The first time we tried, the leash connected to Her in a strange place (Her thigh), so we might need to do some tweaking. Sometimes I fantasize that She will leash me to Her and then take me places and introduce me to Her friends.
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