Perilous Displeasures and the Prospect of a Domme

I haven't blogged much of late, but that doesn't mean that a lot isn't happening.

First, due to some mysterious turn of events, one of my social hubs--Perilous Pleasures on the Isle of Bliss--has imploded. I am inferring (but have no direct knowledge of this) that there was some personality dispute, which apparently blew up a week or so ago, leaving many of the principles pretty mad at each other. These things happen, and one can only respect their privacy. But it was a sad turn of affairs for me, for it has left me feeling a little exiled and disoriented.

On a brighter note, I have been getting a lot closer to a Domme, who has expressed interest in taking me on for training, so that I may enter her service. I find this simultaneously exciting (and quite an honor) and also a bit terrifying, since I am not quite sure what I am getting myself into. However, she has been the very soul of patience and understanding, and she has earned my trust. If I am fortunate enough to enter her service, I believe I can trust her to take care of and protect me, even if at times I don't quite understand how. Such is that nature--and appeal--of submission to another.

Confusingly enough, while (I think) she is courting me, she also is trying to hook me up with another Domme (Ms. L.). I don't know whether Ms. M. wants to encourage me to get into the D/s lifestyle but simply doesn't want the burden of taking me on personally (hence pushing me toward Ms. L.), or perhaps Ms. L. asked her to help find her potential subs, or if there is some other explanation for this conflicting message.